What are we supposed to do after high school? Go to more school and become something! Well I went to EMT school and I work in an ER, but I don't want to do that forever. So I'm back in school to get my degree in biology. But then what? I have big dreams for myself...I want to be a cardiac surgeon! But how? I feel like I'm standing still and the world is spinning out of control. I just want to scream STOP!
I seem to be letting my personal life affect the big picture! My crazy on again off again boyfriend, my stressful work, trying to please my family, and trying to still remain the sane one of my friends who always has her head on straight. Well I'm sick of pleasing everyone else! Everyone around me is so happy and then there's me; I put on the happy face and pretend so I don't cause waves. Maybe it's time for people to go surfing!
This is my life and I want to take it back! Focus 1000% on school. Yes 1000% not 100%! Put myself first so one day I can heal people and make great money for my future family! So even though I'm scared I'm going to take that leap. Look at myself and love everything about me! Be the good student, daughter, friend and girlfriend I know I am! I hope...
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