Alcoholism is more real to me then ever! The pain of watching a loved one become a different person. They say they want to stop, but they cant say no. They take everything out on you and flat out break my heart. So what do I do? Just walk away or stay and put up with the pain to help them? I shouldn't have to make this decision...I'm only 20 and can't even legally drink myself. It makes it ten times harder when they ask for your help, but they keep letting them selves down and in turn letting me down.
Life just plain ol' sucks right now! Something has got to give, but what? Everything bad is happening all at once! I want my life back. Life is not fair. I guess I have to live by what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger! Well unless it kills me, but it won't I will overcome all of this one day!
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